third note

it seems like im not good enough. it doesnt matter what i do, or what people say or think about me. it doesnt matter how many times do i have to explain what i am not able to. people will always see me and think that im just not good enough. theyre right, but im trying my best, im doing as much as i can to be at the same level as the other people. but is not working out. what should i do? is not like i can give up anyways. giving up would be the end for me, and even though sometimes is what i wish the most, it scares me, because i still have so much love to give