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i want to sleep forever.

someone could think im talking about dying, but lets be honest; i dont find it that strange. whenever im sleeping unless im having a nightmare, i feel quiet. i feel in peace. anything that worries me disappears. there is just a lot of stuff happening that it doesn’t make sense. and so i like dreaming. i wish i could dream with someone and show them how beautiful things can be. but im stucked in this feeling, into thinking everything is going to be ruined, everything is gonna fall down. but im still here. sleeping. and dreaming. since i restarted writing this night, i feel like i can sleep. my eyes are tired. please, me in the future; keep taking care of me as much as you take care of others